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I'm soooooo sorry I haven't posted, but I just got back form New Zealand! It was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!
The time has gone by so quickly though! Too quickly. I've met up with two of my friends recently and I asked them if they wanted ANOTHER 9 weeks off and they said no. They would get bored. I wouldn't I mean I just wish we had more holidays because soon (in 2 days) we are going back to school. Now I know the first is half a day and it's simple, but I mean I'm kinda scared. I guess I'm just scared that I won't make any friends with the new kids. But It's weird because I know everyone else who'll be there. I mean like 6 people have left and the class dynamic will have COMPLETELY changed (All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another – Anatole France) and the class dynamic last year was so good we all had fun and laughed and no matter how much we complained it was the only year when I truly felt like we were a... a family. We would stick up for each other. All the teachers told us that the other class was better, but we always just said "We have personality" and they would just roll their eyes. We were constantly told the other class is more mature, the other class is quicker, the other class is quieter. We never got told that we were better. EVER!!! Do you know how... discouraging that is? Being constantly told you are worse? It just- I mean- I can't even begin to explain. But the thing is at first we felt bad and wanted to do better, but after a while we didn't care we got used to it. It was nothing new. And although it was horrible I do honestly think that when the teachers told us we were worse it made us closer. It made us unite. It made us a family. And I want that to happen again I guess. But we need certain people for that to happen. We need certain people to speak up. And they've gone. They've left. So it can't happen again.
It is going to take a lot to make a year that good again. I just know it's not going to be as good. And I really, really hope I'm wrong. I do! But I just don't think I am. We start school Tuesday. After that day I'll give you a preliminary thought and on Friday I'll be able to tell you for sure. Unless something majorly dramatic happens.
So that's all my creativity today! Comment and let me know what you think.
TTYL!!!! (Type to you later) HAHAHAHHA!!!!!! I'm hilarious!
Bye bye people!
I'm soooooo sorry I haven't posted, but I just got back form New Zealand! It was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!
The time has gone by so quickly though! Too quickly. I've met up with two of my friends recently and I asked them if they wanted ANOTHER 9 weeks off and they said no. They would get bored. I wouldn't I mean I just wish we had more holidays because soon (in 2 days) we are going back to school. Now I know the first is half a day and it's simple, but I mean I'm kinda scared. I guess I'm just scared that I won't make any friends with the new kids. But It's weird because I know everyone else who'll be there. I mean like 6 people have left and the class dynamic will have COMPLETELY changed (All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another – Anatole France) and the class dynamic last year was so good we all had fun and laughed and no matter how much we complained it was the only year when I truly felt like we were a... a family. We would stick up for each other. All the teachers told us that the other class was better, but we always just said "We have personality" and they would just roll their eyes. We were constantly told the other class is more mature, the other class is quicker, the other class is quieter. We never got told that we were better. EVER!!! Do you know how... discouraging that is? Being constantly told you are worse? It just- I mean- I can't even begin to explain. But the thing is at first we felt bad and wanted to do better, but after a while we didn't care we got used to it. It was nothing new. And although it was horrible I do honestly think that when the teachers told us we were worse it made us closer. It made us unite. It made us a family. And I want that to happen again I guess. But we need certain people for that to happen. We need certain people to speak up. And they've gone. They've left. So it can't happen again.
It is going to take a lot to make a year that good again. I just know it's not going to be as good. And I really, really hope I'm wrong. I do! But I just don't think I am. We start school Tuesday. After that day I'll give you a preliminary thought and on Friday I'll be able to tell you for sure. Unless something majorly dramatic happens.
So that's all my creativity today! Comment and let me know what you think.
TTYL!!!! (Type to you later) HAHAHAHHA!!!!!! I'm hilarious!
Bye bye people!
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